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  ‘Go on,’ he said again as she turned from folding it on top of the jacket.

  Her hands were shaking as she undid the shirt buttons and pulled it free from the waistband of his breeches. He bent as she tugged at it and it came off over his head, leaving him naked from the waist up and quite blatantly aroused.

  ‘Touch me.’

  ‘I don’t know how.’

  ‘What gives you pleasure? Men are not so very different.’

  His hands on my breasts, his hands between my legs. She did not think she could touch him there, not yet. And men did not have breasts. But they did have nipples. Intrigued by the thought she touched the right one with a tentative finger. Hair brushed her palms and tickled, the brown disc crinkled, just as the aureoles of her breasts did. Luc caught his breath. She touched the other one with the same result. Her own nipples hardened and peaked and she gasped.

  Averil used finger and thumb, squeezed, rolled and he clenched his fists, his eyes closed—and a startling shaft of pleasure caught her low in her stomach as though he had caressed her.

  She moved closer, her hands flat on his chest, and lifted her face to kiss him and then he moved, his arms coming round her to crush her close, his mouth taking her proffered lips without hesitation.

  The kiss was demanding, urgent, and his hands worked on her gown as he moved his mouth over hers and stroked his tongue into her mouth, setting up a rhythm that had her licking and nibbling back. Her gown came undone, he moved his hands, it fell off. There was a tearing sound and her chemise and petticoats followed it and Luc raised his head and stepped back.

  ‘Nice,’ he purred. ‘Oh, yes.’

  She was standing there in corset, stockings and garters. She felt ridiculous and exposed and vulnerable in a way that being naked with him had never felt. Averil tried to catch hold of the corset strings, but they eluded her. ‘Leave it,’ he said and caught her to him again, one hand on her buttocks so she was bent back, her belly against the jut of his erection, as he lifted her breasts free of the constricting corset.

  ‘Aah,’ she whimpered as he began to lick and suck and the sensitive, tight nipples hardened and her breasts swelled and ached. ‘Don’t stop, Luc.’

  ‘I have no intention of stopping,’ he said and she felt a deep satisfaction at the way his voice shook, even as he struggled to sound in control. ‘I don’t think I could if I wanted to.’

  She found herself sprawled on the bed without knowing how she got there and Luc had got rid of boots and breeches and was standing over her aroused and magnificent and she wondered if she should feel fear, but all she could summon up of coherent thought was that she wanted him inside her, she wanted to surround him, hold him, be one with him.

  He knelt on the bed between her spread thighs and she reached for him as he lowered himself over her. ‘Averil, don’t be afraid.’

  ‘I am not afraid. I want you.’

  He did not answer her in words, only with the caress of his hand as he opened her and the weight of his body as he came down on to her so that the hair on his chest fretted at her sensitive breasts almost unbearably and the heat of his mouth made her lips part, trembling even as she closed her eyes the better to feel and touch and taste him.

  Her thighs cradled him and she remembered that moment in the hut when she had realised what her aunt’s careful words of explanation had meant in reality and she smiled as he entered her, smiled through the discomfort that vanished into wonder and delight and she was still smiling as his mouth captured her lips and he began the slow, perfect rhythm that transformed the two of them into one striving, passionate creature and finally, finally, broke her into a million shards of pleasure.

  She tried to hold him as she felt him leave her, then remembered why he had to and tightened her arms around Luc as he shuddered and groaned and the heat gushed on to her belly and he lay still in her arms at last.

  I love you, I love you, I love you. The words kept running in her head as he finally rolled from her, stooped to kiss her and then went to wash. She was still thinking it as he came back with a damp cloth and cleaned her sticky skin. She should not be surprised he was so gentle with her, he had nursed her before. But now she was conscious.

  Luc bent over her and brushed the tumbled hair back from her face. ‘Thank you.’

  ‘Was it—was I—all right?’

  He closed his eyes for a moment and when he opened them the deep intensity matched the seriousness in his voice. ‘You are everything I had dreamed you would be.’

  ‘Really? I am so ignorant. I don’t know all the things I should know to please you.’

  ‘You do not need tricks to please me. You just need to be yourself and to do what comes naturally.’

  ‘May we do it again?’ He was ready for her. ‘You cannot hide what you want,’ she said, and, greatly daring, reached for him. So hard and yet so smooth. Finest kid leather over steel. She stroked along the length and then curled her fingers round, gauging the size with a purr of satisfaction.

  ‘Wanton.’ He did not look displeased. ‘We will not do that again today, you will be sore.’ She registered the look of satisfaction at her murmur of disappointed protest. ‘But there are other things we can do. Let me show you,’ he said, his voice husky as he knelt by the bed and pulled her towards him so her legs dangled over the edge.

  ‘Luc?’ He parted her thighs and the dark head bent closer. ‘Luc!’ She had thought she could not feel anything more intense than what she had already experienced. It seemed she was wrong.

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  ‘I had not understood,’ Averil whispered as Luc leaned back on the chaise beside her after dinner and rested his head on the carved back rail with a sigh of repletion. Sex or food? she wondered. Perhaps both.

  ‘What did you not understand? You don’t have to whisper, no one can hear you.’

  ‘I thought we would make love once or perhaps twice a day. I did not understand that we can do it over and over again.’ She managed to raise her voice above a whisper, but it still seemed wicked to be talking about things like this outside the bedchamber. Luc turned his head and smiled that lazy, satisfied smile she was beginning to recognise.

  ‘Am I wearing you out?’

  ‘No, not at all. I still … It is very shocking.’ And wonderful. She had not realised that she could speak of love without words, with her body.

  ‘You still want more?’

  Blushing, she nodded. How was it possible not to? Perhaps one simply dropped from exhaustion after a while—or burned up with frustration if you had to stop.

  Luc slid down until he was lying on the chaise, then he unbuttoned his evening breeches. ‘If you want more—’

  Of course she wanted more. But surely not in the dining room, on the chaise. ‘The servants!’

  ‘They will not come until we ring.’ He had freed himself from his clothing and she could not help but reach for him as he shifted a little. ‘Kneel over me, there is room either side of my hips.’

  ‘Me—on top?’

  ‘Then you can be in control, go as slowly and as shallowly as you like. I don’t want to hurt you, Averil. You are very new to this.’

  But not so new that he had to help her, she thought with a surge of triumph as she looked down at him. Gently she eased him into her warmth and felt the tears start in her eyes because of how perfect it was. She blinked them back in case he thought he was hurting her and bent forwards to kiss him. Love you, she murmured against his lips. So much.

  ‘You had better stay in today,’ Luc said over a very belated breakfast the next morning. ‘I will do the rounds of the clubs and see if there are any rumours about your disappearance. I don’t think I have done anything to make Bradon suspicious of me, but it will do no harm for him to see me around as usual.’

  ‘I have no idea how he will react,’ Averil said. But a cold feeling in the pit of her stomach said otherwise. He would be furious and ruthless, for he would be losing a great deal of money. ‘Do be careful,�
� she added. ‘What if he uses Runners?’ But he merely smiled and reached for the coffee.

  Grace had returned safely with her own possessions to report that she had mentioned to Lady Kingsbury’s dresser Finch that Miss Heydon was lying down in her bedchamber with a sick headache. She had locked the door and taken the key away with her, she added with a mischievous grin.

  There was a real world out there, Averil reminded herself. And Luc had to live in it—and he had to continue to live in it when she had gone. ‘I should have asked before now,’ she said, contrite. ‘How was your report received at the Admiralty?’

  ‘Well, I believe. They are interested in the methods of analysis I used to trace the leaks and focus on the source. They want me to teach them to a group of lieutenants who have an interest in intelligence work.’

  ‘That is good,’ Averil said. His mouth twisted wryly. ‘Isn’t it?’

  ‘It is flattering and it means they aren’t posting me to the far ends of the earth right away.’

  ‘No, of course.’ The cold knot inside became a stone. ‘It will mean you can continue to court Mademoiselle de la Falaise.’

  Luc put down his cup. ‘I’m not courting the woman while I am with you! What do you take me for?’

  ‘A man who wanted to set up a mistress,’ Averil retorted. ‘You have every intention of keeping one when you are married, have you not?’

  ‘I—yes. Yes, I suppose so, after a few months, I suppose, if I am still in the country.’

  ‘Well, then? How is this different?’

  ‘You are different.’ He frowned at her and she stared right back at him. ‘Don’t ask me why. I do not know.’ Luc pushed back his chair and got to his feet. ‘It just does not seem right.’

  ‘It is less hypocritical to take a mistress after you have married and have taken vows than it is when you are simply courting a woman and making her promises by implication?’

  ‘Damn it, Averil. You are hardly in a position to take the high moral ground on this!’ He strode towards the door. ‘You had a contract with Bradon that you set great store by, I seem to remember.’

  ‘My father had. I had made no promises to Bradon and you know perfectly well why I could not marry him! I do not like breaking a contract—’

  ‘Stop talking like a merchant!’ He spun round and stalked back. ‘This is not about some cold-blooded business deal.’

  ‘No?’ She found she was on her feet. ‘It always was. A mistress provides her body in return for money, does she not? You were clear about that, back in the Scillies—you treat your mistresses well, you said. You provide for them. What would you have done about finding a wife if I had said yes then?’ He opened his mouth and she swept on. ‘You would have gone ahead and courted Mademoiselle de la Falaise and told yourself that she would expect you to have a mistress, that it was part of the expectations in that kind of marriage. And this, now—you and me—is about a financial exchange, so what is different?’

  ‘I don’t know, damn it,’ Luc said as he came to a halt in front of her. ‘It just is.’

  ‘Well, I hope that your analysis of clandestine enemy activity is better than your understanding of relationships, or there are going to be some very confused lieutenants in the near future,’ Averil said, standing her ground in the face of over six foot of infuriated male. Oh, but he was magnificent, grey eyes flashing, chest heaving; even that nose of his was designed for nostrils that flared. She wanted him …

  He grabbed her by the shoulders and kissed her. He was furious, she could taste it, feel it and the excitement flared through her veins. What had come over her? She rocked back on her heels as he released her and she realised she was fizzing with energy and desire and excitement. All her life she had been well behaved and quiet and had avoided conflict like the plague. Now all she wanted was to rouse Luc to kiss her like that again.

  ‘You brute!’ Wanting to provoke, Averil picked up the first thing that came to hand, the coffee pot, and to her surprise Luc gave a bark of laughter.

  ‘Oh, well done—perfect mistress behaviour! But you should choose something more valuable and then, when you have smashed it, you must wheedle an even more valuable replacement out of me—’ He ducked as the pot flew past his head and splintered into shards against the door. ‘Ah well, at least it was empty. That flower vase soaked me.’

  With his amusement her own excitement ebbed away. Averil just stood there, her hands pressed to her mouth. What had she done? Twice she had thrown things at him, behaved like a hoyden, and now he was laughing at her as though that was amusing. She loved him and all she was to him was a convenient body, a female to amuse himself with, a predictable creature with grasping habits and a tendency to make scenes.

  Appalled, she felt the hot tears welling up and running down her face, unstoppable.

  ‘Averil!’ Luc’s feet crunched through the ruined coffee pot. ‘Stop it. You do not cry, you never cry.’

  ‘I don’t mean to,’ she said. ‘They won’t stop.’ He reached for her and she batted at his hands. ‘Go away. Please, just go away.’

  She meant it. Luc backed towards the door, reluctant to leave her with those great tears running silently down her cheeks, but he had no idea how to stop them or what to say without making things worse. How had their leisurely, contented breakfast turned into this? His crime, he decided as he picked up hat and gloves and let himself out, was that he was not continuing to court Louise.

  As he cut diagonally across Green Park for St James’s Street he puzzled over why Averil was not pleased that he was staying faithful to her. She had his undivided attention for two weeks—and she was showing every sign of thoroughly enjoying those attentions. There was something wrong, some hairline crack in the pattern of what Averil had told him and how she was acting, yet he could not put his finger on it. And what had made her cry? She had faced far worse on St Helen than a row over the breakfast table and yet she had never once given way to tears. Why was he able to untangle the subtle pattern of a spy’s actions and yet he could not understand a woman who was sharing his bed?

  His heartbeat slowed as he walked and his thoughts became more coherent. She was sharing his bed. He had got what he wanted, but at what cost? He had ruined her. That she seemed to enjoy his lovemaking mattered not at all. He had corrupted her.

  But I have agreed to help her, the inner demon protested, but he thrust away the easy excuses. Now, the hangover gone, his lust slaked, he could see clearly. What he should have done was to install her in the house, buy her what she needed and protect her until the ship sailed. He should not have laid a finger on her whatever either of them wanted.

  Luc felt sick. Sick with guilt, sick with the knowledge that the moment he had her alone again he would not be able to stop himself from taking her again, caressing her, making love to her until they both collapsed with exhaustion. Sick with the knowledge that when she left him he had no idea how he would stay sane.

  The walk was long enough, and brisk enough, for him to have regained a semblance of calm by the time he reached White’s. Which was fortunate as the first person he saw as he entered was Lord Bradon.

  ‘Ah, Bradon, this is well met. I have been hoping to run into you.’ He kept his voice cheerful and his hands relaxed even though in his imagination he had the man by the throat and was pounding his brains out on the elegant marble floor.

  The other man turned, his already frowning countenance turning darker when he saw who was addressing him. ‘Were you, indeed!’

  ‘Yes, although this appears not to be a convenient time to discuss porcelain. You seem distracted.’

  ‘You want to talk to me about porcelain? Is this a joke?’

  ‘Well, it might be a forgery,’ Luc said. How interesting that Bradon should react so badly to seeing him. Given that Luc had done nothing to anger the man there could be only one conclusion to be drawn: he was suspicious that Luc might have something to do with Averil’s flight. ‘I am not experienced with Meissen and I wondered if—’ />
  ‘To hell with Meissen.’ Bradon shouldered past him and out of the doors.

  ‘Damn bad form,’ Percy Fulton remarked, strolling past the porter’s desk and joining Luc as he went into the library. ‘He was prowling round here like a bear with a sore head last night and back he comes this morning, asking who had seen you. I suggested he went round to your chambers and had my head bitten off for my trouble and now that he finds you he doesn’t want to talk. Done something to upset him? I’m always ready to stand as second, you know. Can’t abide the man.’

  ‘A misunderstanding, that is all. But thank you.’ Luc retreated behind a copy of The Times. So, Bradon had put two and two together and come up with the only naval officer who had been paying Averil any attention. It never did to underestimate the opposition and it seemed that he had done just that with Averil’s betrothed.

  So now he had to be very careful indeed or he would lead the man to her doorstep and, while he had no objection to facing him at dawn over the matter, it would do Averil’s reputation no good at all.

  Half an hour later he realised that he had been thinking about Averil and had not given a thought to protecting her from Bradon. Restless, he got up and walked out, back up the long slope to Piccadilly and Albany. He turned into the court yard and caught a movement from the corner of his eye. A man in dark, ordinary clothing moved down the side of the yard and out on to the street. Nothing so unusual there, but the way he kept his head averted had the hairs rising on the back of Luc’s neck.

  He had felt like that before now and had found a sniper with his sights on him. ‘Who was that?’ he asked the porter.

  Jenks shook his head. ‘No idea, Captain. I’ve been out the back for a few minutes.’

  ‘Hughes,’ he said as he let himself into his rooms, ‘I have a problem. How do you fancy a game of hide and seek?’