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  ‘I do not like defiance,’ he murmured in her ear. ‘As you are about to find out.’

  Chapter Ten

  Laura bit the big, gloved hand over her mouth and heard Avery mutter what sounded like a curse under his breath, then they were within the grove. He reined in and removed his hand, leaving her with the taste of leather on her lips and rage in her heart.

  ‘I really would not bother wasting my breath if I were you,’ he remarked as she dragged air down into her lungs to scream. She ignored him and found herself slid unceremoniously over the horse’s shoulder to land on her feet, with the breath jolted clean out of her.

  Avery swung down out of the saddle and the horse stood there, reins on its neck, like a statue. Laura was the only creature who ever dared gainsay Lord Wykeham, it seemed. Running did not seem to be an option, not faced with those long legs: she wouldn’t get three feet before he caught her. After all, what can he do?

  She lifted her chin and glared at him. ‘Go ahead, strangle me, although I have no idea what you can do with my body, not having a spade handy.’

  The sun shone through the leaves, the birds sang. Distantly, on Horse Guards Parade, a shouted order spoiled the illusion of being deep in the countryside. Avery’s eyes flickered over her, his mouth set in a grim line. He might be finding abducting a woman in the middle of London’s parks arousing, but it certainly did not seem to be giving him any pleasure.

  He walked towards her, drawing off his gloves. ‘I can think of several things to do with your body, Lady Laura, but it’s your stubborn brain that requires dealing with.’ He pushed the gloves into a pocket as he stopped, toe to toe with her.

  Laura made herself stand firm. ‘Really, this is positively Gothic! I am not afraid of you, Avery Falconer. Whatever else you may be, you are a gentleman and not a raving lunatic. You are not going to strangle me and we both know it.’

  ‘Of course I am not,’ Avery agreed. This close, without the slightest temptation to let her lids drop in erotic surrender, she could see how green his eyes were, a subtly different shade than Piers’s had been. Gold flecks danced like fire. Devil’s fire. ‘I simply require your undivided attention for a moment.’

  ‘Then you have it, my lord,’ she drawled and gave him the look that worked very well with importunate gentlemen who became overamorous in conservatories. It always sent them off looking crushed. Avery merely appeared bored.

  ‘I have said it once, but I do not think you have been paying attention. You will leave Alice alone. You will not watch her, you will not follow her, you will not contact her. Is that clear enough?’

  ‘As crystal. And if I ignore your demands?’

  ‘I will ruin you.’ He smiled.

  ‘Your threats are merely bluff. If you do expose me, then it will ruin Alice, too, you know that perfectly well.’

  ‘Her name will not come into it, her parentage will not be an issue. You are not listening to my threats, as you describe them. Actually, they are promises. I will ruin you. Society will discover that Scandal’s Virgin is actually Scandal’s Jade.’

  ‘That would be rape,’ she flashed at him. ‘I cannot believe it of you. Even of you.’

  ‘It would, indeed, and even I…’ his lip curled as he parroted her sneer ‘…even I would baulk at that. But fortunately for you, and for my scruples, all it needs is the appearance of the thing. Rumour, a whisper of scandal. A bet in the club books, a sighting of Lady Laura where she should not be, a few urgent and earnest denials on my part—and I will protest far too much, far too earnestly, just as a gentleman should—and the damage will be done.

  ‘You have been very skilful, balancing on the edge, skating on thin ice. You dangle men on a string, leading them on. There’s a nasty little phrase for women like you, Lady Laura Campion. Cock tease.’

  On a gasp of outrage she stepped back and he lifted his hands from his sides, his palms open as though to demonstrate that he need not touch her, then he let them fall to his side, and smiled.

  ‘Men have all the power,’ she said as she found her voice at last. It trembled with anger, but she could not help that. ‘You take what you want because the strength is on your side, the law, the double standards of behaviour. Men want my dowry, they want my bloodlines, they want my body and I do not choose to give those to any man because even the ones who protest undying love are unreliable. There is always something more important than a woman in their lives. I choose to entertain myself by playing the game with male rules and if that is uncomfortable for a gentleman I really do not care.’

  She stopped because she was exposing herself and her pain all too plainly and his threats had the chilling ring of truth. He could ruin her with ease, just as he said, without laying a finger on her and without the slightest danger to Alice. ‘You win, my lord.’ She would not gratify him by squirming on his hook, she was too intelligent not to know defeat when she saw it. ‘All I wanted was a few glimpses of my child. If you are threatened by that, so be it, I am not going to lose everything else in my life to your scheming.’

  Laura turned on her heel and walked away before he saw the defeat in her eyes, while anger still gave her the strength to preserve the last shreds of her dignity.

  *

  ‘That could have gone better, Nero.’ The gelding twitched an ear, but otherwise did not contribute anything to the one-sided conversation. ‘She made me lose my temper. No…’ Avery twitched his riding crop out of his boot and took a vicious swipe at some long grass ‘…she did nothing. I took one look, lost my temper and carried her off on my saddle bow like one of Scott’s blasted heroes. And then what did I think I was going to do with her?’ Nero cocked up one hind hoof and settled into the equine equivalent of a slouch. ‘Kiss her senseless?’

  Avery’s body stirred, interested in this line of thought. The lack of control did nothing to improve his temper. ‘How can I find her so damnably arousing when all I want to do is throttle the woman?’ He gathered up the reins and remounted. As he moved, the scent of her rose from the front of his coat where Laura had been pressed against broadcloth and linen. Warm, angry woman blended with orange water.

  Warm, frightened woman, he hoped. He had never threatened a woman in his life and it did not sit well with him now, but he’d carry out his threats without hesitation if he thought she was any danger to Alice’s future. He would live with his conscience afterwards.

  Laura Campion had courage, he’d say that for her. Avery dug his heels in and sent Nero back the way he’d come at the canter. Any other woman would have had hysterics, carried off like that. He recalled the look in her eyes as she’d faced him down. She had not flinched—yet how had she known he would not hurt her, one way or another?

  But then she was a good actress with strong nerves—‘Caroline Jordan’ had been proof of that. It was a miracle he had not become even more wrapped up in the young widow than he had, attracted by her air of mystery, her sensual allure, her cool distance and haunting air of sadness.

  It was humiliating for a man who prided himself on being a good judge of character that he had found himself intrigued by a woman whose morals were loose, who had written that scathing letter to a man who was risking his life for his country and who had given away her child and had forgotten her for six long years.

  Avery reined in as the reservoir came in sight. He needed a few moments to restore a calm, cheerful face for Alice. Just why was Laura interested in her daughter now? The question kept nagging at him. Perhaps she was coming to realise that she had lost the chance of a decent marriage with her fast behaviour and her smirched reputation. Perhaps, with maturity, she was coming to yearn for a child.

  Well, it was too late to claim this one, he thought, catching sight of Alice playing ball with three other small girls, their bright dresses like so many large butterflies as they ran and laughed over the grass. Laura Campion was never going to get close to Alice again.

  *

  Pritchett, her butler, was too well trained to remark on his mis
tress’s flushed face, crumpled skirts or scowl. He took Laura’s bonnet and pelisse and remarked, ‘You have a visitor, my lady. The Dowager Lady Birtwell arrived fifteen minutes ago. I informed her you were out, but she said she was fatigued and would wait.’ He lowered his voice to a confidential murmur. ‘I believe she is resting her eyes. Naturally, I sent in a tea tray.’

  ‘Lady Birtwell? I wonder what…?’ Laura looked down at her drab gown and shuddered. ‘Please send my woman to me, Pritchett, and have fresh tea prepared. I will be ten minutes.’

  She hastened upstairs, untying her bonnet as she went. What on earth did the old dragon want with her? ‘Mab, I need to change quickly. The Pomona-green afternoon dress.’

  *

  Laura came down within the time she had allowed herself, neatly gowned, her hair brushed into a simple style, a Norwich shawl draped negligently over her elbows. She could only hope that the dowager did not notice that her hands were still trembling and she was fighting for composure with iron determination.

  ‘Lady Birtwell, I am so sorry to have kept you waiting. I do hope Pritchett has been looking after you. Fresh tea is on its way.’

  ‘No need to be sorry, child. You weren’t expecting me. Glad of the chance for a rest, if truth be told. I’ve been running about like a scalded cat all day.’ She accepted a fresh cup of tea and a macaroon.

  ‘Nothing is wrong, I hope, ma’am?’ Laura sipped her own tea and wished for a large glass of Madeira instead.

  ‘I have the whim to hold a house party next week. Short notice, I know, but the weather is sultry and is doing my breathing no good, the Season is slacking off and I thought a few days in the country would put me back in prime fettle. Just a select company, a dozen or so. Get some of those girls out of the hothouse at Almack’s for some fresh air and invite some of my old friends for a comfortable few days, you know the sort of thing. Hmm? What do you think?’

  ‘I am sure you will find it restores you in no time, Lady Birtwell.’ The dowager was famous for her relaxed, cheerful house parties with a range of guests, excellent food and informal entertainments from shooting at the archery butts to impromptu dancing.

  ‘Excellent. You’ll come, of course.’ The rings encrusting her plump fingers sparkled in the sunlight as the older woman put down her teacup.

  ‘Me? I, er…I would be delighted, of course, but I don’t…’

  ‘There’s nothing on in town of any importance, or I would know about it.’ She narrowed her eyes and studied Laura, head cocked to one side. ‘You look flushed, my girl. You courting on the sly?’

  ‘What? I mean, certainly not, Lady Birtwell!’

  ‘I’m pleased to hear it. Do your reputation no good to be carrying on some clandestine flirtation—what you get up to in public is bad enough.’

  ‘Yes, ma’am.’ And what would you say if you’d seen me an hour ago?

  Her instinct was to refuse, upset as she was, but Laura bit back the polite words as she made herself reconsider. She is offering me a week in the country, a week away from any risk of seeing Avery. Was it cowardly to run away? Laura found she did not care whether it was or not. She was tired of being brave and bold. ‘Thank you, I would very much like to come to Old Birtwell House.’

  ‘Excellent. Do you need me to arrange transport?’ The dowager reached for her reticule.

  ‘Thank you, no. I will use my own carriage and bring my maid with me, if that is convenient.’ Laura pulled the bell cord for Pritchett.

  ‘Oh, yes, plenty of room in the staff wing and the stables. I will see you on Monday afternoon—bring the recipe for those macaroons with you.’

  When the front door closed behind her guest Laura sank back on the sofa and closed her eyes. Lord Wykeham had defeated her, frightened her and humiliated her. He would keep her daughter from her and ensure she never got so much of a glimpse of Alice. Her only consolation was her conviction that he loved the child and would care for her.

  Now all she had to do was to decide how she was going to spend the rest of her existence, because now her former life, the pursuit of pleasure, the frisson of being Scandal’s Virgin, held no attraction whatsoever. Dry-eyed, Laura gazed at the row of stiff, engraved and gilded invitation cards that lined the mantel shelf. Her old life was dust, her heart felt as though Avery Falconer had kicked it and she had no idea what she was going to do next.

  Except escape to the country and ride and gossip and eat too much and try, somehow, to imagine a future.

  *

  She had been to Lady Birtwell’s house parties before and the sight of the house, its warm red brick glowing in the afternoon sunlight, was pleasantly familiar. The journey from London into the Surrey countryside had been smooth and uneventful, despite Laura’s wish for something to take her mind off her emotional bruises. A minor riot, an escaped bull, even a highwayman, would have been satisfying. Instead, she and Mab had progressed in respectable comfort, on good roads, distracted by nothing more than unsatisfactory coffee at one inn and a slow turnpike keeper.

  Other guests were there already. She saw a group of young ladies on the archery lawn attended by three gentlemen, one of them in scarlet regimentals. A carriage was being driven round to the stables as they drew up and Laura recognised Lady Frensham, one of the dowager’s friends, being assisted up the steps to the front door by an attentive footman. It seemed that the party was an interesting mix of ages, if nothing else.

  Her groom came to open the door and let down the step, the butler turned from delivering Lady Frensham into the housekeeper’s hands to greet her and Laura took a deep breath, composed herself and entered the house, into a bustle of servants and luggage.

  ‘Lady Laura, good afternoon, my lady. I am Rogers.’

  ‘Of course, I remember you, Rogers. Good afternoon.’

  The butler gestured to a footman. ‘Lady Birtwell is receiving guests in the Chinese Room. Would you care to go to your chamber first—?’

  The high-pitched screams of excited children drowned his words. The butler’s carefully schooled expression slipped for a moment into something close to a wince. Laura realised she was wincing back. ‘I beg your pardon, my lady. I trust the children will not disturb you. Lady Birtwell enjoys the sound of young voices.’

  ‘It is lovely to hear them enjoying themselves, Rogers.’ Laura forced a smile on her lips. She had not realised there would be children here, that echoes of Alice’s laughter would haunt every room. ‘I will just go up to my…’

  Her voice trailed away as the noise grew louder. Half-a-dozen children ran from the garden door at the back of the hall to tumble to a halt as they realised where they were. A sheepish silence fell, broken only by the shuffling of feet and the sound of a hoop being dropped with a clatter on the marble floor.

  ‘Now then, young ladies and gentlemen, this is not the place to be playing, is it?’ Rogers chided. ‘Lady Laura has only just this moment arrived and she must think this a menagerie.’

  The biggest boy piped up, ‘Sorry, Lady Laura, we didn’t mean to disturb you. We’ll go out.’ He turned and ran back, his companions eddying around him, leaving one small girl standing staring at Laura, her mouth open.

  The solid marble floor seemed to shift under Laura’s feet. Behind her she heard the sound of crunching gravel and voices and realised the archery party was coming back.

  ‘Aunt C…’ Alice Falconer whispered, her eyes wide and hurt on Laura’s face.

  Chapter Eleven

  Laura froze, then instinct took over. She raised one finger to her lips and shook her head at Alice. The words died unsaid on the child’s lips as Laura crossed the floor to her side. She bent and whispered, ‘I am not really Caroline Jordan—that was just a disguise.’

  ‘You were hiding?’ Alice whispered back, eyes wide. The sparkle of tears had become one of excitement.

  ‘Yes, a bad man was after me.’ As soon as she spoke Laura worried that she had frightened the child, but Alice’s eyes were alight with excitement.

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��Like an adventure story? Is that why you had to go away from Westerwood?’

  ‘Yes, I am very sorry.’ Laura crouched down so she could murmur without Rogers overhearing. ‘We must pretend we do not know each other. Can you do that?’ It was wrong to ask the child to practise deception, but it was for her protection, too. ‘You may tell your papa, of course.’ Even if her father was Avery Falconer, she could not allow Alice to lie to him or to encourage her in deceit.

  Alice nodded vigorously, then whirled round and ran after the others, ringlets bobbing. As she reached the door she turned, put her finger theatrically to her lips and waved. She seemed thrilled with her new secret.

  ‘My goodness, do you not know who that child is?’

  Laura straightened up and turned to find Lady Amelia Woodstock surrounded by a group of young ladies Laura knew, more or less, from that Season’s events.

  ‘Good afternoon, Lady Amelia. I have no idea,’ Laura lied with a smile. ‘A pretty girl, is she not?’

  ‘That is Lord Wykeham’s bastard.’ The other girls gave shocked giggles at the word. ‘I think it is disgraceful that he brings her to a respectable house party like this.’

  ‘She is an innocent child.’ Laura kept her voice reasonable and pleasant as she held on to her temper with an effort. ‘You cannot visit her parents’ sins on her head.’

  ‘Perhaps you aren’t as worried about appearances as the rest of us,’ Lady Amelia said with a toss of blonde curls. ‘But those of us who are not still on the shelf have to maintain higher standards.’

  The effort to remain pleasant was so difficult that Laura scarcely registered the insult. ‘Provided her father is not intending to create any more babies while he is here I really do not think we are in moral danger, any of us.’

  ‘Ooh!’ squeaked one of the young ladies. They were loving the frisson of scandal and her bold words, Laura could tell. Now they would giggle and whisper together and pretend a delicious alarm every time Avery hove into view.